May 14, 2013
“I hate myself more than I could ever love anything”
That’s basically how I feel.
My name is Lilly. I've recently been trying to get help because I think I'm depressed. So this is just a place I can rant and write and just breathe.
“I hate myself more than I could ever love anything”
That’s basically how I feel.
stress. stress is everywhere. I feel like there is no way to escape it and it’s all from school. If I can barely get through high school, how am I going to handle college? I thought I was good at certain things and I’m slowly realizing that I’m really not.
I’m not the writer I thought I was. And I’m not as pretty as I thought I was. And I’m not the actress I thought I was.
I have all these dreams of my future and sometimes I don’t even know if I can make it to the end of the week.
That’s the thing I hate so much about school. You wait for the weekend and then it’s finally here and there’s so much work and it seems wasted. I just don’t know how much more of this I can take. I want out of this vicious cycle.
